Winter

I love winters. The cool breezes, the rains, the yellow flowers that start to bloom around work with the start of every winter, the early sunsets, the long nights, the lazing in bed, the mugs of hot chocolate. But what I love most about winter is you- the chance to see you. The memories every winter brings back- sweet memories, memories of how it all started.

Winter was our season-my reason to get through the whole year, just so I’d see you again. Winter is about stolen moments, secret meetings, warm words. Winter’s about holding hands and long walks. Winter’s about you and me.

And winter’s just around the corner. *sigh*

Miss you

Sometimes I miss you so much, in that moment I stop breathing.

Pure and simple

I love you. It’s not a weight you must carry around. I love you. It’s not a box that holds you in. I love you. It’s not a standard you have to bear. I love you. It’s not a sacrifice I make. I love you. It’s not a pedestal you are frozen upon. I love you. It’s not an expectation of perfection. I love you. It’s not my life’s whole purpose - or yours. I love you. It’s not to make you change. I love you. It’s not even to make you love me. I love you. It’s as pure and simple as that.

Kuch Is Tarah

Tu har ghari, har waqt, mere saath raha hai
Haan yeh jism, kabhi door, kabhi paas raha hai

The further away you are from me, the closer my heart moves to yours. I feel like our hearts are so close, they reside within each other.

I can hear your heart beat within mine.

Dream

Sometimes all I want to do is sleep, just so that I can dream about you.. ♥

I never intended...

I never intended to fall in love with you, never did.

I always just wanted to get married and then fall in love. Oh yes, I used to dream some day I’d bump into someone and he’d be smitten. My long hair would enchant him and that would be it. We’d get married, and it would be a love like no other. Yes, very childish. Would you believe it if I told you that till I was about nineteen this is exactly what I wanted?

If you keep temptation to a limit, you’re less likely to sin. The same way, I made it a point not to be friends with guys. No guys in my life, no falling in love with wrong people, no drama. Despite that, you ended up in my life. Now if that doesn’t show that it was meant to be, what does?

I may have been a romantic before you ever came into my life, but it was borrowed romance, borrowed from books and movies and other’s experiences. I only learnt about love after you came around.

I never thought that there would really be a day when without you it would get difficult to breathe, when my thoughts would revolve around you 24/7, when every hope would rest only with you.

I never intended to fall in love with you, but even if you took my entire universe away from me, it would be impossible to stop loving you.

Association

Everything has an association with you. So much that, even my own hands remind me of you.