Kisses and raindrops

I noticed..

2010-01-14T22:19:00.001+04:00

I noticed I'd fallen in love with you when I started saying your name differently. It was like there was this hesitation, like I was lingering on your name. It was different.. and nice.

Since you..

2010-01-01T20:43:00.002+04:00

I don't know how it's possible that my dress still smells of you, when it's been 2 years.

I haven't ever worn it since you..

Your hand in mine

2009-11-24T22:35:00.003+04:00

I close my eyes and as the breeze caresses my hand, I can still feel your hand clasped in mine.

Winter

2009-11-20T16:23:00.001+04:00

I love winters. The cool breezes, the rains, the yellow flowers that start to bloom around work with the start of every winter, the early sunsets, the long nights, the lazing in bed, the mugs of hot chocolate. But what I love most about winter is you- the chance to see you. The memories every winter brings back- sweet memories, memories of how it all started.

Winter was our season-my reason to get through the whole year, just so I’d see you again. Winter is about stolen moments, secret meetings, warm words. Winter’s about holding hands and long walks. Winter’s about you and me.

And winter’s just around the corner. *sigh*

Miss you

2009-10-16T19:55:00.000+04:00

Sometimes I miss you so much, in that moment I stop breathing.

Pure and simple

2009-10-04T23:50:00.003+04:00

I love you. It’s not a weight you must carry around. I love you. It’s not a box that holds you in. I love you. It’s not a standard you have to bear. I love you. It’s not a sacrifice I make. I love you. It’s not a pedestal you are frozen upon. I love you. It’s not an expectation of perfection. I love you. It’s not my life’s whole purpose - or yours. I love you. It’s not to make you change. I love you. It’s not even to make you love me. I love you. It’s as pure and simple as that.

Kuch Is Tarah

2009-09-29T20:54:00.006+04:00

Tu har ghari, har waqt, mere saath raha hai
Haan yeh jism, kabhi door, kabhi paas raha hai

The further away you are from me, the closer my heart moves to yours. I feel like our hearts are so close, they reside within each other.

I can hear your heart beat within mine.

Dream

2009-09-22T15:10:00.001+04:00

Sometimes all I want to do is sleep, just so that I can dream about you.. ♥

I never intended...

2009-09-18T15:56:00.001+04:00

I never intended to fall in love with you, never did.

I always just wanted to get married and then fall in love. Oh yes, I used to dream some day I’d bump into someone and he’d be smitten. My long hair would enchant him and that would be it. We’d get married, and it would be a love like no other. Yes, very childish. Would you believe it if I told you that till I was about nineteen this is exactly what I wanted?

If you keep temptation to a limit, you’re less likely to sin. The same way, I made it a point not to be friends with guys. No guys in my life, no falling in love with wrong people, no drama. Despite that, you ended up in my life. Now if that doesn’t show that it was meant to be, what does?

I may have been a romantic before you ever came into my life, but it was borrowed romance, borrowed from books and movies and other’s experiences. I only learnt about love after you came around.

I never thought that there would really be a day when without you it would get difficult to breathe, when my thoughts would revolve around you 24/7, when every hope would rest only with you.

I never intended to fall in love with you, but even if you took my entire universe away from me, it would be impossible to stop loving you.

Association

2009-09-10T23:16:00.000+04:00

Everything has an association with you. So much that, even my own hands remind me of you.

Thoughts

2009-09-02T18:01:00.002+04:00

You're my first thought in the morning,
My last thought at night,
And you're all my thoughts in between.

You even spill over to my dreams.

Tingles

2009-08-28T21:15:00.000+04:00

Just your lips on my palm, can send tingles down my spine.

I have loved you all along

2009-08-20T14:27:00.001+04:00

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait?
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore

Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

-Nickelback, Far Away

Nighty Night

2009-08-18T20:06:00.000+04:00

I can never fall asleep at night till I give you a kiss, snuggle into your arms and murmur a sleepy good night into your ears.

Me equals you

2009-08-11T00:31:00.000+04:00

I could delete your messages, burn your photographs, give away everything that had any association with you, go away from this city, maybe even change my name. But, unless I got rid of my heart, changed the blood running through my veins, unless I stopped breathing; I couldn’t forget you, couldn’t stop loving you, because me equals you.

The perfect evening

2009-08-01T22:05:00.003+04:00

A cold winter evening
You listening to the cricket score
Swing in the porch
Overcast sky
Snuggled next to each other
Me reading a novel
Under a warm blanket
A warm mug of hot chocolate

Somehow

2009-07-31T01:53:00.005+04:00

Somehow, I don’t know how, with you there are no contemplations. No musings about what should be said and what not. Even if I make myself stop to think before answering, even then when I start talking to you, I just blurt everything out.

Be it happiness or sorrow, you HAVE to be the first one to know. You’re the ONLY one to whom I don’t say, I’ll be alright, if I won’t be.

Even if I don’t speak to you for weeks, even then nothing changes. Whenever you’re around, everything goes back to the way it was.

You seem to know me better than I know myself. You can read those thoughts of mine, which I don’t even acknowledge to myself. Somehow, I don’t know how.

First day of our life

2009-07-29T21:05:00.002+04:00

I dream of our wedding day often. When finally wedded I’ll step onto the stage to sit with you, you’ll take my hand in yours- picture perfect moment. A beautiful start to our beautiful life.

When all the guests leave and we’re all alone, we’ll talk a lot- but of nothing important. Like the prince Charming that you are, you’ll sweep me off my feet. You’ll hold your hand out to me, and pull me ever so gently into your arms. We’ll dance to the sweet rhythm of our love. You’ll twirl me around, making my heart soar.

When we tire of dancing, we’ll step out onto the balcony and watch the stars. With your arms around my waist, we’ll name stars after each other. We’ll share embarrassing anecdotes of when we were back in high school. We’ll watch the stars fade and the sun rise. The beautiful colours of the sun rise bringing in the first day of our life together.

I love you

2009-07-26T01:22:00.001+04:00

Girl: Mujhey tum per aaj kuch zyaada hi pyaar aaraha hai
Boy: Mujhey to tum per hamesha hi pyaar aata hai
Girl:

To you, my love

2009-07-21T18:46:00.000+04:00

I sit there in the soft glow of the candlelight, writing my name over and over again. Then, writing your name over mine, fascinated by the way our names entwine. Fascinated by the way it’s quite impossible to tell which letter begins from where, if it’s a part of my name or yours.
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My gaze rests on my ring, and brings up an image. The image of you, and the way you kept running your fingers over it. I turn my hands over, and it’s like I can still feel your lips on my palms, kissing them softly, can still feel the roughness of your stubble against my palms, as your lips graze my fingertips.
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Looking for a fresh pair of clothes, my hands rest on the red dress, the red dress you so loved, your scent still lingering on it. I push it aside, trying to push the memory away, only to come across my black cloak, and I feel the cool touch of your fingers as you gently smoothed the collar.
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I comb my wet hair, and as they graze against my skin, I’m reminded of how your longish, wet hair brushed against my collar bone, as you hugged me. I look up at the mirror only to see the face you said you so loved. Tears start running down my cheeks, cause I miss you so much. Only to remind me of how you blew a kiss my way, at the sight of my tears.

Most eloquent conversation

2009-07-19T00:38:00.003+04:00

Our most eloquent conversation was when neither of us said a word. Wrapped in the warmth of your arms, your heartbeat did all the talking.

I miss the sound of your heartbeat.

Kisses and Raindrops

2009-07-18T20:39:00.002+04:00

Kisses and raindrops,
Raindrops of love.

A warm hug,
A leisurely stroll,
That moment when
Love took hold.

Those starry nights
In warm July.
Just watching the world
As it passed us by.

That fleeting touch,
Those stolen looks,
Your hand in mine
Was all it took.

The bare feet
And sandy toes.
Watching the sun set,
With promises to grow old.

Kisses and raindrops,
Those raindrops of love.

-SIRAS